The sky mirrors my mind
Gloomy it is inside and out
done my bit, i have cried and whined
How do you fast forward pain, how do you force it out.
Pain is a weird thing, it demands to be felt
From the inside to out, always a mighty presence
Like falling down stairs, there’s nothing svelte
But that’s the whole point, that’s the brilliance.
She ripped my heart out, put it up on a plate
Random dressings, random tales, random stories, random names
Life still moves on, it doesn’t know to wait
Every second a new story, every minute another flame.
And perspective doesn’t help, only provides that.
Flashback’s another bitch, highlight-reel more than gaffe
You try to be chill, try to act like a cool cat
But every memory brings back her laugh.
But I am more than one person, more than one heartbreak
More than textual breakups, more than made-up future
I deserve more than just sizzle and no steak
someone smarter, more patient, not the wrong answer.
So, here i go, a lil smarter, not too much
Still young at heart, though not in the head
More hearts to break, rebounds and such
can’t be scared to fall, cannot be dead.